Can't do it!!!
thats the part i really like
fighting for position at the horn, first at the line then tactically beating everyone around the mark(s).. and hearing the finish horn (first).
Please don't think i am against racing. i am not
Then nothing you say makes any sense. You prepared your boat for racing and seem to have the desire to compete. You sail regularly at an awsome place. They have races almost every weekend.
You have done the hard part.
Read the book and git yer nose in there boy!