I agree with Tim, there are many factors. Sometimes it is better outside than in. Like yesterday I went outside, there were large swells but that beats 1-2 ft I found in the harbor. An inlet with current and wind can stand up the water. Yes, the h17 works the best sailing solo. Yes it is scary sometimes when your way out there alone but it is also a great confidence builder. You really begin to trust yourself and your boat and know when to say when. Since you live so far inland it will be rare to get ocean sailing experience but you will over time and you learn make the correct decisions. Always sail with a vhf and cell phone especially in the ocean. You do don't do?