You are now part of a darker place than you are used to but don't be scared. The worst thing that will happen is that you wilwonder why the decision took so long.
AS we tell everyopne who is new to cats.
First time learn to right the boat. Do this at the beach. Just flip it up and have a good look at the underside.
But you were mono,,,,so you will over react for ages and have quicker reactions than you need.
Sail fast.